January 26, 2026 9:04 PM

The Powerlessness In Modern Life

How to survive and thrive in a fat-tailed world

Intro: The Feeling 

A friend said something recently that stuck with me.

"On paper, I'm doing fine - a decent job, a good degree, nothing to complain about. But every time I go online, I feel so small."

He described the same scroll we all know: a 25-year-old YouTuber explaining how he made millions last year, a former colleague announcing a Series A, an indie developer shipping a tiny app and somehow never having to work again.

"I know it's irrational," he said. "But I can't shake the feeling that I'm falling behind - even though I don't know behind what. It makes me feel so powerless."

I didn't have a quick answer. But the conversation kept bothering me, so I pulled on the thread: why does this feeling seem so common now? What changed about how success feels?

What I found was a structural mismatch: People are using a power-law ruler to grade a mostly normal-distribution life while algorithms feed you only the tail

Here's what I think is happening:

Most careers still run on normal-distribution logic. Income has a ceiling. Promotion follows a path. Effort and reward are roughly linear. 

But our attention has been captured by a different world. One where a handful of people take almost everything, and everyone else rounds to zero. Every time we open our phones, we're watching the far right tail of a power-law distribution. Then we look up and wonder why we're not there.

I think this is where a lot of modern powerlessness comes from. Not personal failure.A confusion of different structures.

To make sense of it, though, we need to look at that world on screen more closely. The one that makes people like my friend and maybe you feel so small.

What does it actually look like?

Part One: The Power-Law World

Content creators (YouTube, TikTok, etc.)

Millions of people create content. A smaller fraction gets monetized. And even among those who earn money, the spread is brutally uneven:

  • A tiny handful earn tens of millions a year
  • A “successful” creator by normal standards (say, a channel with a large audience) might still earn only a few thousand per year
  • Most earn close to nothing

Entertainment (actors, musicians, athletes)

At the very top, stars can command life-changing money for a single project. But most working actors and musicians face:

  • inconsistent income
  • long stretches of low pay
  • earnings that don’t match the scale of the dream that brought them in

Same profession. Same ambition. Completely different universe of outcomes.

Venture capital

Venture has an open secret: a few deals often generate most of a fund’s returns.

A portfolio can be full of “okay” outcomes or even many zeros. The fund still succeeds if it hits one outlier. That’s not because VCs are careless. It’s because venture is built on a payoff structure where the tail dominates.

The shape of the cliff

They’re not random anecdotes, They’re the surface of one underlying pattern: fat-tailed outcomes, often approximated by a power law.

A common way to write the tail is:

P(X > x) = L(x) · x(-α)

Ignore the L(x) term for now, it's a technical detail that varies slowly, and won’t change the intuition here.

Pick a threshold x
Ask: What’s the chance of seeing an outcome bigger than x?

  • In a normal (bell-curve) world, the chance of “way bigger than x” shrinks extremely fast. Extreme outcomes become basically impossible.
  • In a power-law world, that chance shrinks slowly. Extreme outcomes remain surprisingly possible, and when they happen, they can be so large they reshape the whole landscape.

What α (alpha) says

In that equation, α (alpha) is a knob that controls how “fat” the tail is:

  • Higher α: outliers exist, but they’re less dominant. 
  • Lower α: outliers get more frequent and more extreme, and the “typical” outcome becomes less informative. Those domains such as wealth distribution, venture capital returns, city population. 

In a fat-tailed world, outliers aren’t noise. They are the mechanism.

Why conventional advice feels hollow here

Most advice assumes a world where the middle matters. Moving from the 40th percentile to the 60th percentile changes your life in a real, predictable way. The system rewards steady improvement because the distribution is dense in the middle and thin at the extremes.

In a winner-take-most world, the shape is different. The distribution is bottom-heavy and tail-driven. Most outcomes are tiny. A few are so large they dominate everything. Economically, the middle can be almost flat while the far right tail holds the outcomes that actually move the needle.

As Taleb puts it: “That’s the true face of a power-law world: the tail wags the dog, not the other way around.”

Part Two: How The Power-Law World Emerges

But why are these domains so extreme?

Because they share a set of structural features. When those features stack, outcomes stop behaving like a bell curve, and start growing a long, heavy right tail.

Condition One: Output Decouples from Time

This is the root.

A dentist can only see one patient per hour. Her output is tied to her time.
A writer can spend a year on one book and sell it to a million people. His output is not tied to his time.

When output is no longer bounded by hours, the ceiling starts to disappear.

That’s the opening of the right tail: the possibility that the same work can reach wildly different numbers of people.

Condition Two: Marginal Cost Approaches Zero

Decoupling from time isn’t enough. The cost of replication also has to be tiny.

In the printing era, a book could reach many people, but printing 10,000 copies versus 1,000,000 copies was a huge extra cost.

In the digital era, a video uploaded once can be watched a billion times at near-zero marginal cost.

The lower the marginal cost, the more “winning” can snowball because scale doesn’t get punished by rising costs.

Condition Three: The Market Has No Borders

Even with near-free replication, it still needs a market big enough to absorb the output.

A stand-up comedian performing in a niche dialect is limited by geography and language.
An English-speaking YouTuber can reach a global audience instantly.

The internet and globalization erase boundaries. Once the market is effectively global, the top 0.1% can become absurdly large, because the pool they’re drawing from is the whole world.

Condition Four: Positive Feedback Loops Exist

The first three conditions make a fat right tail possible. This one makes it dominant.

Algorithms, network effects, and social proof create feedback loops like:

  • more views → more recommendations → more views
  • more followers → more credibility → more followers
  • more capital → better deals → more capital

In other words: being ahead causes one to get more ahead. Advantage becomes a mechanism.

The Shift from Addition to Multiplication

A normal-distribution world is mostly additive: work a bit more, then earn a bit more. Progress is roughly linear.

A power-law world is often multiplicative: Small early differences get amplified by scale and feedback. Gaps explode, not necessarily because people are exponentially better, but because the system scales outcomes.

The “tail engine” is almost like this:

(output decoupled from time) × (near-zero marginal cost) × (borderless market) × (positive feedback loops)

Remove even one, and the right tail gets capped, and outcomes start looking much more like a bell curve.

Part Three: The Algorithmic Trap

There’s another problem to confront: most algorithms only show us the right tail.

When we see a 28-year-old who sold a startup for $50 million, a creator who went from 0 to 10 million followers, and the investor who “called it” early.

What we don’t see is the base of the distribution:

  • the creators with zero views,
  • the founders whose companies quietly died,
  • the funds that underperformed and disappeared.

They exist in far greater numbers. They just don’t generate clicks, so they don’t survive the filter.

This is selection bias at scale: not just survivorship bias in a textbook, but a feed that systematically over-samples rare winners and under-samples the ordinary outcomes that dominate reality. 

Then personalization makes it worse.

Algorithms don’t only show us winners. They show us winners who feel close: same age, similar background, comparable starting point — and then a wildly different outcome.

The right tail exists, the distortion is how often and how personally we’re shown it. If one’s brain starts treating the tail as the baseline. They begin comparing their life to outliers, not to the true distribution.That’s the trap: when one’s frame of reference is hijacked, even a good life can start to feel like failure.

Beyond those two traps, there are a few other algorithmic mechanisms that warp people’s sense of reality:

  • Engagement optimization: the feed rewards what holds attention — which usually means extreme, emotional, and slightly unreal.

  • Intermittent rewards: every so often you get a “wow” post, like a slot-machine hit, and your brain learns to keep pulling the lever.

  • Velocity bias: platforms boost what’s surging right now, making success look sudden, frequent, and easy to replicate.

  • Recency and novelty pressure: there’s always a “new winner,” so the right tail starts to feel like a constant stream rather than rare events.

  • Social proof amplification: likes, views, and follower counts are built into the interface, turning every story into a scoreboard.

Part Four: Self-Assessment

Understanding the distortion doesn’t instantly turn off the feeling. So before we go further, it helps to ask two questions.

1) Do you actually want to play a power-law game?

If the internet never showed you outliers every day, would you still want that kind of outcome?

Or would “normal-world success” (stability, time, a sane rhythm) feel like enough?

2) If you do want it, can you fund the silence?

In these fields, two things are true at once: most people who try will end up with very little, and even the ones who eventually win spend a long time looking like they’re losing.

The wins that matter are rare and usually late. Which means months or years of weak feedback, ambiguous progress, and no external validation.

So the practical question is simple: what’s your runway?
Rent, debt, family obligations, how long can you keep going before pressure forces you out?

If the answer to the first question is no, the move is simple: stop benchmarking yourself against a distorted sample. That’s not giving up. That’s seeing clearly.

If the answer to both is yes, then the game changes. Effort and talent still matter — but they’re not the bottleneck. The bottleneck is structural: what’s the shape of your payoff, and can you survive long enough to reach it?

Part Five: Convexity and Concavity — Two Fundamentally Different Payoff Structures

One lens that shapes many high-stakes choices: convex vs. concave payoffs.

Convex exposure: downside is limited, upside can scale. one can absorb many small failures and still win big when a rare break happens.
Concave exposure: gains are capped, losses can be large or catastrophic. One may win often until one event wipes out all gains.

Here’s the key: living in a right-tailed domain doesn’t automatically give you a convex life.
You only benefit from the tail if one’s exposure is convex: limited downside, open upside, and enough resilience to survive many attempts that go nowhere.

So the real mismatch isn’t “steady progress vs. outlier success.”
It’s capped-upside or tail-risk strategies inside a world where meaningful rewards live in rare scaling events. you can look like you’re “winning steadily” while structurally preventing yourself from ever capturing the tail.

What convexity looks like in real life

Convexity usually comes from scalability + cheap repetition:

1) Scalable work

Writing, coding, sales, content, building a system others can use. Early results can be flat, but the downside is mostly time and ego, while upside can scale through distribution.

2) Leverage and distribution

Reusable code, templates, media, automation, platforms, audiences.
Build once, benefit many times.

3) Low-cost experimentation

MVPs, small bets, rapid iteration. Most experiments fail cheaply. A few successes compound.

4) Optionality in people

Many weak ties, selective depth. You don’t force intimacy everywhere; you let high-quality connections emerge and then invest.

Common feature: you can take many shots without one miss ending the game.

What concavity looks like (and why it’s dangerous)

Concavity often hides behind “it’s fine…until it isn’t”:

1) Systems with tipping points

Sleep deprivation, chronic inflammation, overtraining, compounding debt. Everything feels stable until you cross a threshold and the system collapses.

2) One-shot, tightly coupled projects

No buffer, no rollback, no iteration. One failure becomes a total failure.

3) Reputation fragility

Years of trust can evaporate from one public mistake in certain roles.

4) High-leverage financial exposure

Selling put options: small gains feel steady until a drawdown forces liquidation.

Common feature: your downside is not truly bounded, even if it feels bounded day-to-day.

The uncomfortable truth:

Most people instinctively drift toward concavity because it gives stable, visible feedback:
small rewards arrive regularly, progress feels measurable, and it feels safe right up until the rare big loss hits. But in real life, the environment only rewards exposure to asymmetric upside, not smoothness.

Treat life like a two-layer portfolio

Layer 1: A stable base (anti-ruin)

This layer is not about upside. It’s about not dying from downside:
cash buffer, health, sleep, low fixed costs, low obligations, anything that prevents one bad month from turning into a cascade.

Layer 2: Convex shots

This is where you deliberately pursue bounded downside + open upside:
content, products, scalable skills, distribution, small experiments, many attempts where most do nothing and a few change everything.

Quick Test: 

Is This Convex?

If 3+ are true, it’s likely convex.

  1. Can I take 10–50 attempts without one failure ending the game?
  2. Is my worst-case loss clearly bounded (money/time/reputation)?
  3. Does success scale nonlinearly (distribution, reuse, leverage)?
  4. Do results compound over time (audience, codebase, skills, relationships)?
  5. If it works, can it become 10× bigger without 10× more effort?
  6. Can I walk away if it’s not working (low fixed obligations, easy exit)?

Is This Concave?

If 2+ are true, treat it as concave (or add protection).

  1. Does it have a tipping point (fine → sudden collapse)?
  2. Is there hidden tail risk (rare event wipes out many wins)?
  3. Am I relying on leverage / fixed obligations that force me to continue?
  4. Is there no rollback (one-shot, no buffer, no iteration)?
  5. Is the upside capped but the downside can spiral (debt, health, reputation)?
  6. If things go wrong, do they get worse because they went wrong (spiral dynamics)?

Last Note: Building Resilience — The Kill Line

In a power-law game, failure is normal. Ruin is not. Ruin is the point where a convex strategy stops working.

On Chinese social media there’s a term: “斩杀线” — the Kill Line. It comes from games: a health threshold below which you get instantly executed—no recovery. In real life, it describes the point where one slip triggers a cascade you can’t easily climb back from.

This isn’t only about poverty. It’s about structure.

A lot of modern life quietly loads people into the same risk shape: small, slow upside and large, sudden downside. Rent or a mortgage, insurance premiums, debt payments, credit scoring, fixed monthly bills—if you’re living close to the edge, you can be “fine” for years, and then one bad month—a layoff, a medical shock, or a financial crisis—flips the whole board.

Now here’s the part that matters if you want to pursue convex strategies—high-variance paths like entrepreneurship, creative work, investing, or any game where the payoff is in rare outliers:

Convex strategy only works if you can survive the misses.Because convex paths are supposed to have lots of failure. That’s not a flaw—it’s the design. But if your life is sitting on a Kill Line, failure isn’t “information.” Failure becomes damage. The system turns normal iteration into cascading downside.

So the practical sequence is simple:

Step back from the Kill Line.
Reduce hard obligations. Build a buffer. Buy time. Assume shocks happen—including recessions and financial crises, and make sure one bad month (or a bad year) doesn’t end the game.

Then play convex games.
Take many small, survivable shots. Keep the downside bounded. Give yourself enough runway for the rare hit to arrive. This is not about being cautious forever. It’s about matching strategy to structure: first make yourself hard to kill, then go after upside with no ceiling.